Awkward confession #1

I like the idea of receiving a bouquet :3

the void

depression... and i want this to stop... you can tell its all in the mind. i have been telling that to myself my whole life... i always assumed its just being selfish or wanting attention so as to say i'm still in the bracket of the norms... but i'm already at this age and i still have this... i must not complain. i have the best family, great friends, yet there is still emptiness... still stuck in this void... this is a never ending blindness... can anyone tell to this person the way out?

Another depression cycle

"Again " dying inside ...
"Again" anhedonia ...
"Again" fear of a roadless , fruitless future
"Again" envy those courageous enough to honestly drop this med school shit...

This is an endless cycle . . .