the Soul Musician

   
" Evan is really a great friend", said Jodie while we had lunch in Ahongs together with mj, niel, and edward+
and I, second the motion...









Evan Johnn Mendoza (i stand to be corrected wd d spellng)
intelligent, excellent leadership, linguist, good son, devoted catholic, and a true musician... all in one person....
and not to forget... a great Onichan (Big brother in japanese)...
... I am very proud to announce to everyone that we were able make up a Musical... and it can never be possible without Onichan Evan... I really salute to his musicality and creative mind...
... He will someday be a great doctor and professor...
... but in his young age, he has already been a Maestro.... a Soul Musician.....

MY SOUL is Loosing Grip

+how would you think frustration air out himself? let her shout before wrath takes control+
Voice: : you had already held so tightly.... but why loosen it up??
dont ever get influenced... they're just used as factors to threaten you...
you're challenged? then neglect them... let them challenge themselves...
you're now here... no turning back...
you've made the foundation... dont destroy the effort...
you may be pissed off, ... but what else can you do? just keep it on ur own...
++one thing you ever thought by the time you began was to have fun rather than mourn for your Hopeless Dreams...
BUT TISH**!! where do you think is fun if it is mixed with filthy disguises....
Why do they have to make you feel like a hypocrite ...they want you back to where your kind should belong... they want you to slip off from the rope...
they want to prove to you something... that you chose the wrong path...
you might end up wasted...
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SOUL: Yeah they do piss me off... but I dont really blame the Superfial minds of the human ... they're just filth...
the dirt of the human mind should be gathered and burned into ashes... once they come out, they make tricks in the brain and eventually infect the whole persona...
You are right... they should be neglected... they deserve to be...
if they make me remind about the wasted dreams, then let them do it... it may be a total Torture... but i should bare with it...
i admit that it is partly my fault... my fault in a sense that i let them affect me... so they feasted ...
but now... i'll do my best not to loose grip...

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VOICE:: ahh really.... then? are you sure enough to continue the journey  that you  once  hesitated before? these external factors(humans) are still on the go of setting traps on you... so, i guess, your decision is firm... i respect it...

shaved (nov 14,2007)

November 14,2007....

our first subject was P.E.... and it was all about tinikling...

it was a bit odd coz edward was not yet around... if ever he'll arrive, he's gonna be too early for the next class...hehehe

but surprisingly, he came... but he even brought a more bigger surprise....

THE MUSTACHE IS GONE!! AS IN GRABE....

his face is a bit different now... he looks more clean ...pero mura sha gamay bayot(jowk)...

faith n i were so gladd...

but i know it was so painful for him to do it coz he really love his mustache....

that's why im so proud for him... he is very much willing to learn and change for the betterment of himself... :>

the DECLAMATION piece

    
this was written by my very beloved friend Melody.... Melody helped me a lot especially when i was very downhearted and inferior (my "reign of terror" moments in highskul)...and through this piece a lot of realizations took place in me... (this piece was written within the "Reign of Terror " in my highschool life)....