MY SOUL is Loosing Grip

+how would you think frustration air out himself? let her shout before wrath takes control+
Voice: : you had already held so tightly.... but why loosen it up??
dont ever get influenced... they're just used as factors to threaten you...
you're challenged? then neglect them... let them challenge themselves...
you're now here... no turning back...
you've made the foundation... dont destroy the effort...
you may be pissed off, ... but what else can you do? just keep it on ur own...
++one thing you ever thought by the time you began was to have fun rather than mourn for your Hopeless Dreams...
BUT TISH**!! where do you think is fun if it is mixed with filthy disguises....
Why do they have to make you feel like a hypocrite ...they want you back to where your kind should belong... they want you to slip off from the rope...
they want to prove to you something... that you chose the wrong path...
you might end up wasted...
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SOUL: Yeah they do piss me off... but I dont really blame the Superfial minds of the human ... they're just filth...
the dirt of the human mind should be gathered and burned into ashes... once they come out, they make tricks in the brain and eventually infect the whole persona...
You are right... they should be neglected... they deserve to be...
if they make me remind about the wasted dreams, then let them do it... it may be a total Torture... but i should bare with it...
i admit that it is partly my fault... my fault in a sense that i let them affect me... so they feasted ...
but now... i'll do my best not to loose grip...

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VOICE:: ahh really.... then? are you sure enough to continue the journey  that you  once  hesitated before? these external factors(humans) are still on the go of setting traps on you... so, i guess, your decision is firm... i respect it...